A Poem: Sentimentally Retarded!

I promised I'd marry her, never force or divorce her,
I promised so many things, i forgot what i told her,
Maybe I hadn't outgrown her, Maybe I should've shown her,
That I'm mentally older, and i can be much bolder,
A lot less colder, that I'd always lend her my shoulder,
Instead I sit here deleting all her files from my folders.

Can anyone mould her ... thoughts?
Remind her of the dreams that we sought?
Make her forget the fights that we fought?
My room feels like a cellar, I never skip her a thought,
God can you tell her that I miss her a lot?

Can you tell her that every night i cry her a fucking river,
My throat goes lumpy and I start to shiver,
I'm beginning to grow grumpy, and a lot more bitter,
It's so fucking hard just to not be with her,
Maybe if i was fitter, she wouldn't leave me,
Maybe if i was slicker, she wouldn't deceive me,
And no doc can relieve me from this pain, believe me,
I've walked in the rain, felt this pain not release me,
Nothing else can appease me or even please me,
God either seize these thoughts or decease me!

I need something, to stop my heart to race, yeah,
For now I smoke cigarettes, just a tool to face ya,
I'd do a lot more if it'd help me erase ya,
I never realised what a break up takes, yeah,
I'd never say real lies, if I knew the stakes were...
To break our fucking ties, cuz' this truly breaks ya!

I still remember the letter that i sent her with my name on it,
And i remember i meant every single letter that i say on it...
I wrote that I'd learn my mistakes, and then refrain from em',
Replace with my patience, temptations, and abstain from em',
The words I wrote could've been faked, but I chose to remain honest,
This treacherous path we could've escaped, but we chose to remain on it.

I wish I could go back to take all of her advices,
And trade with my virtues, all of my vices,
I wish i could go back and impede this crisis,
I bewail, each and every line this rhyme says,
I feel I've failed, cuz' I learnt with her what life is,
So when your time gets rid of all its tight bids,
Here's the advice I give to nice kids ...

Just four lines that anyone devastated, should for eternity seek,
And no one puts it out there better than Immortal Technique,

"Hold the person that you love closely if they're next to you,
The one you love, not the person that'll simply have sex with you,
Appreciate them to the fullest extent, and then beyond,
Cuz' you never really know what you got till it's gone."

- 'You Never Know' - Immortal Technique featuring Jean Grae [Revolutionary Vol. 2]

- Prakhar, March [2011].

Oh yeah, just by the way .. Please check out Immortal Technique's songs .. And support all underground artists all over the world, and spread the word for them at your parties, get-togethers or whatevers, that includes our Local bands who're tryna' make it in India.

Each and every one of the sell-outs, I thank you, for existing and being such petty morons, because without your garbage, i wouldn't have been able to tell the difference.

Haven't you all just have had about enough of the mainstream? I mean seriously, Weezy? Gaga? Drake? Why? How?